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Inside my box

Sealed and fragile.


Intermission
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NP: Be Honest - Jason Mraz

This song just brings out the everything-will-fall-into-place vibes in me.

Three minutes and 25 seconds of an amazing voice singing to a well played acoustic. Perfection

Jason Mraz has been a staple in my iTunes playlist since... since I ever had an iTunes playlist. But this song, it's just so different (different-good) that every time it plays... I stop whatever I am doing, rest my head back, close my eyes and just feel the music. 

It reminds me of my perfect day... Light drizzle, light enough to make the wind cool and to cover up the sun, a cup of coffee, a good book in my hand, and my feet prepped up comfortably on a stool while I lay back on a cushy couch.




Bucket List #2 ++ Update
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Paint.
I already have 3 oil paintings lying around this house. 2 of them actually looks decent. And one was even put into a frame by my dad and it used to hang in my bedroom, till I found a better substitute. But since, I painted those stuff when I was in a summer art class, it didn't really feel like me. So I want to paint to express. I'm definitely getting paint supplies, canvass and a decent overpriced pencil on Christmas.

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I've been writing a lot recently. I'm actually on my 9th page (Cambria 12pt) and to think I'm not even free-writing. Yes, I've been checking my grammar, spacing and pronouns. My mind has just been on a thinking-spree lately and has no plans of stopping anytime soon.

Whenever an idea suddenly POPS into my head, I try to write it down.
At the back of my notebook, on my iPod, and even on my phone.
I then transfer it on my laptop, tweak it a little bit and BAM!.
It became an epidemic and I that's how I ended up with 9 pages worth of random writings.

Not in the mood to put it up any moment now. But who knows? 


Bucket List #1
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Get a tattoo. On my wrist.
"Ineffable".
Then people who sees it would ask "Ineffable? Like Not f-able" and I would be like "No idiot, it means too great to be described in words." 

Like this http://www.flickr.com/photos/ciagirl/6151294702/ but horizontally written and in a typewriter font like Prestige Elite. Damn. That would be awesome.

Took the liberty to have a sample on my wrist. Looks pretty decent. Must get one before I'm 25. 

 


Pardon the messy room.
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Hi from me and my retainers. I have the one that looks like a mouthguard plus it's transparent so you can hardly see it, but really, I'm wearing one here.


I just wanted to take a break from studying. I have midterms tomorrow and I'm not sure if sleeping would be an option tonight. ALS;DKJFASGSADFAS.

Just poured in maple syrup in my coffee. I have no idea why I did that. 

I'll do all the talking.
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I was supposed to blog about the topic "Conventional Beauty", but while I was doing the draft I drifted away and began discussing racism. I decided to stop and just do it in the future when I have mustered up enough writing skills to actually stay in context.

So... I don't really know why I am here, typing... without any topic in my mind. You call it freewriting, I call it 3AM boredom call.

I downloaded weird albums off the internet, one consisting of nothing but Spanish songs. The language amuses me. I find French sexy (who doesn't?) but Spanish is something else for me. I don't know what, but learning it by heart is surely in my bucket list. 

I woke up at 3PM toda-, er.. yesterday. I'm just glad my mom didn't go nuts on me for sleeping all day. Plus, I didn't have any headache at which is mandatory when you oversleep. Thank you universe.

Saw the movie where John Cusack was holding up a boombox. Funny, it wasn't even the most romantic part of the movie and everyone remembers it more than the rest. 

Beauty and the Briefcase was nice, plot's kind of similar with Never been Kissed. Didn't get bored or anything, but I was a bit pissed off about the ending. Sloppy and I was all like "Really?? Really??"

Why is this post so random? Because it's 3AM, that's why.

...plus, I think I've been spamming twitter. Yeah. Spam.

I'm hungry, someone feed me.




Nightmare fanclub
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Heads up: I am currently coffee drunk.

Sleep sometimes scares me. And it's not the usual, "I may not wake up tomorrow" scared, it's different.

Okay, so maybe not directly scared of sleep, but to be more specific, dreams scare me. And again, not the usual nightmares but rather, I'm scared that my dream might be too good to be true that I would dwell on it too much when I'm wide awake.

Dreams feel so realistic and graphic that you sometimes get soaked on it too much and when you wake up and reality steps in, your heart shatters that all that was just a figment of your brain. Weird, but due to this, I kind of prefer nightmares over sweet dreams...

Hear me out okay? But wouldn't you be more grateful to reality and to waking up when you had a bad dream than when you have a good one?

I'm sure it's not just me, but when I have sweet dreams, I sometimes despise the real world for not being good enough.

So yeah, definitely a nightmare fan indeed.

Haiku
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"I'll smile when you leave
my forever dreaming heart
and enter my life"



My first go at making haikus. This is hard because you have to be precise about syllables (5-7-5) plus it's quite difficult to write about love when you have no motivation at all. 

Well, I was inspired to make one cause my literature idol just replied to my "fangirl" tweet. 

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Photography SKILLSZZ.
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I'm not really into photography, but then my dad decided that my camera should stay put inside my room cause it is, after all, under my responsibility. I began to pick it up and use it more than ever. I'm not saying I've got the skillsz now, but I'm learning.

Okay, to be honest... I'm still not into photography. It's not a cheap hobby and I don't know, it's not my thing.

Minimum editing. Most are raw & resized.






And of course, a GPOY. 

On a different note, I'm now wondering what part of my hair is natural.

My Dream Valentine's Date.
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Annoying how my last ~`romantic`~ valentine's day was in my third grade when my crush gave me a stem of rose. Valentine's day since then, took a different turn. VDay became friendship-oriented. My close guy friends would give me balloons and roses or whatever. I appreciate it, don't get me wrong, but wouldn't it be nice if you receive something out of adoration rather than for fellowship?

I would just want to spend the whole day with someone I consider special.
I don't like movies or dinner dates or something fancy. A stroll wherever would be nice enough. (yes, even a stroll within our village)

A Stroll...
Where we wouldn't fuss about movie screenings, but have time all to ourselves.
Where our attentions would be to each other not to the funny casts on the widescreen.
Where we wouldn't have to eat like a royalty and think about *manners* *etiquette*
Where we wouldn't do the "check-dance" (read: paying the resto bill) but dance with our eyes instead.
Where we would just be ourselves and talk about random stuff.

I'm not the cheesy-romantic type, but I know how to appreciate a small act like this.


Funny... while I was typing away, I was imagining doing all this with a certain someone.
Funny... how implausible that is.






#30thingsaboutme PART 6
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26. I'm not really a hopeless romantic but there are times wherein I would ask God for a glimpse of my soulmate. Like, I would ask Him to show me his name in my dream. A name could eliminate 99.99999% of possibilities, unless it's "John".

27. I was like a stone in grade school. People knew me to be the girl that never cried. Even at that one time when OUR favorite teacher had to leave and everyone in the class  (except me) was crying. Then, life had a good come back and gave my high school life so much drama.

28. I'm a HUGE One Direction fan, HUGE I TELL YOU! And the last time I was this crazy over someone was… well… NEVER. And to tell you the truth, I want to grow out of it ASAP. I don't really like fangirling, I feel like it's unproductive cause well, never in my life would they even know I existed right? But for the meantime, OMG ZAYN HAS SUCH LOVELY EYES. 

29. I'm not a hugger nor a kisser…. I prefer the intertwining of hands. I don't really have to dig deeper into this fact, so let's move on.

30. Every time I get asked "If you could turn back time, what would you change?", I would ALWAYS answer "Nothing". Despite all the embarrassing moments, painful memories, and failures, I believe that God has wonderful plans for me and I wouldn't want to interfere.

Wow. I actually finished the challenge I put myself in and it got me to update my blog more often. NICE NICE. 

And we are now back to regular programming. 


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